Long lost loverYour sweet delicate words caress my soul,
and your honey dew lips pursed ready to
leave a kiss upon my cheek.
Your kind and inviting eyes leaving my heart
in many pieces.
Can I stand more of your presence and more of
your kind heartedness?
It's almost too good to be true-
But I do believe that I have fallen into the very
hands of my long lost lover.
Let meCut out all my limbs and let me slowly fade into nothing
Let me face all of what is reality
Let me drown in my own pity
Drown from all my sorrows
Fall from where I'm lying
Stand face to face with my greatest fear
Let me experience life and all it's horrors
Let me learn from my mistakes
Let me fail
But most of all just let me fucking live and die
Felt IllHands balled in a fist ready to strike.
Beads of sweat dripping from her forehead
down to her chin.
Knees becoming frail.
She feels suddenly ill and ready to fall any
Her purple tinted lips losing it's smirk it once had.
The peach from her skin slowly starts
Body hair standing straight up, and her
dark hair in many tangles.
While her fingers form multiple mangles.
Day DreamShe dreams of lilac hair and crimson air
Her eyes are wide open, but her mind is on a trip that can last forever
An escape from reality is wishing for more sympathy and more words
More words, more sympathy
Losing herself in electronic music and a delusive dream
Hallucinatory wishes and nonexistent events
Everything is unreal in her head
Bitter wordsYour bitter words come from your mouth at a fast pace.
You have not even one clue to what you are really saying.
Those words just all come at one speed, spilling everywhere.
Do you know that what you are saying is stabbing me in the heart like
the Dagger in your back, sharp with torment.
You put strain on your spells- your words are the curse.
And you’re the black magic filled with spite.
I love the way your bare chestI love the way your bare chest feels on mine. I love your goofy smile that has this certain charm. I love the way your hand lingers gently on my skin. I love the way you intensely look at me, even if you don’t think I notice. I love the way you say I love you in a silly tone even though you think you are being serious. I love how you concentrate on things. I love how intelligent you are and how if I say something dumb you don’t encourage it. I love every freckle on your face. I love those intense blue eyes. I love you in every way (if that’s possible.) I love you for you.
and all I want to say is I do truly love you.